Sorry to hear that Dustin. That is rough and as it fall right around Christmas too! I lost one of my sons on October 26 2006 so I too know your hurt. I just have to keep it in heart that they are in a better place than we are and even though life can be amazing, it can really be a son-of-a-gun and our boys will never have to endure any of that. I guess a person has to take a blessing from wherever it comes.
What is your boys name? Mine was Jeremiah. I named him after Jeremiah Johnson.

Prayers for you and your boy.
David